The night before a new start

I will start my new job tomorrow. My feelings are kind of complicated, nervous, worried and panicked! I am not sure what lies ahead, but i choose to remain positive and calm.

Don't worry Fei Yong, you will be fine! You always carry yourself so well, and you can do it well! Trust yourself, have faith in it. You are gonna be ok! Buck up!!! Your bright future is waiting for you! Don't weep and smile, as you always say. Just remember...

It will happen when you believe.

What do i want?

Do you know what you want?

Sometimes i seem to know what i want and sometimes i don't. I get confused and lost whenever i think about it.

Hence, i am not gonna think about it now. I will find my way somehow.

Goodnight!

Fei Yong, you will be fine. Just forget about it...

Last day

Today marked the official last day of my stay in the Chinese take away shop. It's definitely not a grand job, but it's truely a place that filled with warmth and kindness.

Terry and Uncle Wong, you guys rock!!!!

Fei Yong will miss you...

What goes around comes around

To all the bastards who ever physically and mentally hurt gals before. You better watch out!

You might be rich and gorgeous. You might be able to attract tonnes of gals with your personal qualities. However, don't ever think you can get away unscathed every single time! You need to responsible for what you have done! What goes around comes around! You reap what you sow. You will deserve what you have done.

To all the gals who were ever physically and mentally abused by her love one! Let me shed tears for you. Be brave and courageous! You will find you own peace of mind, you will definitely see the rainbow in your life once again! Trust me!

To all the bastards who ever think that you can use money to buy something, you are very pathetic! You can never ever buy a sincere heart.

Can love be unconditional?

What is unconditional love?

Knowing that he or she won't look at you no matter how much you have done? Knowing that he or she won't return your love no matter how much you love them? I am not a love believer. For me, love fades as time goes by. Love can not last for eternity as people do change obliviously.

After listening to a friend's story, i might believe the existence of unconditional love. It is not prevalent but it's rare. It's rare, as girls are bitch, guys are bastard! These two combinations will not form positive love. Sorry...if i am mean.

Okie, i don't want to sound that pessimistic in the second day of a brand new year! Hence, just love when you are able to love. It hurts, but i ever smiled. That's enough.

ps: Kash, you are a great guy. You will find what you want eventually. Good luck!

Happy New Year London

It was an exciting night as we were looking forward to the fireworks played at 12am. Wow...my first ever new year in London. We were joined by Gina, our housemate and ,Mario, a friend of mine.

Fei Yong with Gina

Fei Yong with Mario

These are the pictures we took before the fireworks.

The view of London Eye is just so spectacular. I fall in love with it!




Guys, it's time to show you the amazing fireworks 2oo8. I felt in love with London instantly when the fireworks was played. It was soooooooooo breathtaking! It's worth standing there for three hours, exposing myself to the coldness just to see 10 minutes of the fireworks.

Please click the below website for the amazing fireworks that made me overwhelmed.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=31072WGE5Wc&eurl=http://mywhmlife.blogspot.com/

I fell in love with London completely and was soo thankful to be one of the parties who got to witness the spectacular fireworks! Thanks you London.

Happy New Year!

A new year, a new start!

Fei Yong's three wishes in 2008

I hope my family and friends are safe and well

I hope Fei Yong can be tough no matter what happens

I hope Fei Yong can still smile even if she weeps

Last day of 2007

Today marked the last day of 2007.

A peaceful and adventurous year, I would say. It is peaceful as my friends, family and friends were safe and well. It is adventurous as i quit my job and start a new life in a new city. A very bold and gutsy decision.

No matter what lies ahead, i will approach it positively! Just because i am Fei Yong.