End

I never expect this to happen soon. I thought we still can reconcile and mend the relationship. I was wrong. When you decide to end this, my heartache is indescribable. I couldn't stop the tears from dripping, it's the pieces of my broken heart.

How i wish i would hold your hand and teach you to love and care. How i wish my mischievousness would make you grin again. It's not gonna happen now...

The memories that we shared will never be forgotten.

It's a beautiful collision that ever warmed and solaced my heart.

It makes me believe i still have the strength to love someone, to love someone like you...

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A year older and wiser. I wanna make three wishes.

I hope my family and friends are safe and healthy.

I hope i can find my way again.

I hope love will find me again.

A birthday without my family. However, it was still good with some cool friends and you celebrated for me.

My birthday will be perfect, if you have put more efforts.

I wouldn't ask for more. I just want you to spend more remaining time with me. Am i asking for too much?

You always say no, i am not asking for too much. Nonetheless, my requests are rejected again and again. Am i caring too much or you are caring too little?

I don't want to broach anymore as it's enough. More than enough!

To distance myself from this seems to be the best solution.

Things will be difference when you come back from the trip.

Crossed to the power of N!!!

Bloody crossed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You are a pig! Pig head! Pig head Pig head!

Always expect me to do things without putting efforts! How would you?????????????

Do you ever realise I AM BLOODY TIRED AND EXAUSTED NOW!!

Why don't you understand??????????????????????????????????????????????????

Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tears

Words can't describe my sadness and sorrow.

I can't feel the passion, infactuation and appreciation.

It's loneliness and desire that bring us together.

I shouldn't ask for more.

It's only one ending.

Tears.

*When you know how to love and care someone, you'll know how i feel.

Sorry...

Sorry for being wilful and bratty, i didn't mean to hurt your feelings.

Will you embrace me one more time?

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We joined a local free tour. The tour guide, who is a Canadian, is pretty good! At least, I know a little bit of Edinburgh historic.

The free local tour

Our tour guide

It’s such a shame that I didn’t join the ghost tour. It must be damn exciting!

Isn't that eerie?

Can't remember the name of this momument. It looks pretty burnt right?

The city view of Edinburgh

Local soft drink-IRN BRU. You can't get it elsewhere but only in Scotland. The taste is lovely!

That’s my Edinburgh trip. Thank you very much.

It's only heartbreak and sadness

It's only sadness and poignance.

There won't be any happiness as i am never blessed in love.

*When your love is not reciprocated in the same manner, you'll only left with heartbreak.