Where should i stand?

I ever told myself that i am a strong and tough person. However, i just wanna hide myself and cry out loudly at the moment.

To vex my frustration, disappoinment and anger.

Perhaps, i am not as good as i thought.

Perhaps, i am just making a fool of myself.

Perhaps, i am just wasting my time.

Perhaps, i should leave here...

I cant be smiley today, my heart weeps whenever i smile.

Sorry...