Happy 2009!

It's time to bid farewell to 2008 and say hi to 2009.

2008 is not a peaceful year. With the disaster such as cyclone and earthquake, bombing attack and economic slowdown, we really hope 2009 is a prosperous year that can bring peace, joy and stability to this world.

With the coming of a brand new year, let's leave all the sadness, troubles, unhappiness behind. The best is yet to come.

Happy new year!!

ps: Not attending any new year party. It's only me and my sister, watching the new year party show on the TV. Sigh...i will miss the fireworks in London this year.

Merry Christmas!

Still remember last year's Christmas at St Paul's Avenue, London.

Me, MK, CJ and a christmas tree.

This year - nothing! No Christmas tree at home.

Boring!!!

Merry Christmas guys!

因为爱上了

朋友都在问我，值得吗？
听一听杨千桦的，因为爱上了，
也许你就会了解我的心情。。。


也许是你修长的手指尖
也许是你突然笑起来的感觉
轻靠着你的肩
我已经不在乎靠不住的永远

有时候不知不觉会流泪
有时候觉得对你完全不了解
寂寞很安全
但我宁愿冒险
看不到的明天只要看得到你

因为爱上了什么都舍不得
为了爱心疼说真的我很快乐
你也许不会是我牵着手走到最后的人
那又如何
思念是诚实的

因为爱上了什么都原谅了
爱到哪一天自己都不敢保证
我们之外的别人
不会懂我这样的选择
那又如何

虽然有时在怀里
你的眼神远远的
我没有多问

我就是爱上了
我就是认真了
有什么不对呢


不是不放手，是放不下。。。
我的理智已被蒙蔽，
我选择随心逐流，
缘已尽，梦醒时，
想不放手，也不行了。。。

Happiness

I am very sentimental lately. Although i am home with my family and friends, something seems to be missing.

I am only seeking for happiness. It seems to be the hardest things to pursue at the moment.

Am i asking for too much? No, i am not.

I am very persistent and determined in getting what i want. I will not give up without putting any effort. For me, succumbing to your own fear without trying is a real coward. And i will never ever be that coward!

No doubt, the journey to happiness is patchy. I stumble, i weep and i bleed. This is not gonna bring down my spirit. When all the wounds are healed, i will set off again.

I am not wiser, braver or more courageous than you. I just purely want to pursue my happiness. It's my life that i want to live to the fullest although the price of it ie sadness, disillusion, setback will soon come along.

To all my blog readers, if you are struggling in your life no matter what it is, please keep marching and don't flag and succumb that easily. If you still have the stamina, keep running! You will find a way out. You will definitely find the happiness that you are looking for.

Let's march together!

One two, one two, one two three...

Lol

I am poisoned...

Miss you very much...

I am struggling right now if i should let you how much i miss you.

How much will this help?

There isn't any right or wrong answer.

It's only a piece of delicate heart that still wants to run towards you no matter what had happened.

I am poisoned...

Missing you is the every single breath of my pain

想念是会呼吸的痛　它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛　看你的信会痛　连沈默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛　它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛　恨不懂你会痛　想见不能见最痛

梁静茹 会呼吸的痛

Missing you,

You said it's hard,

If this is what you want, i will respect your decision,

As long as you are safe and healthy,

I wouldn't ask for more.

Sorry

Trying to salvage the relationship, I push both of us too hard. The more pushy I am, the more distant you are.

I am very sorry, I didn't mean to make things difficult for you. I just try to make this relationship work. I seem to be wrong.

I won't grab this relationship as firm as I can from now on. It makes both of us suffocated.

Hopefully, it's not too late.

I'll be thankful no matter what happens.

I am glad that it's you and not others

How???

It's so bitter, knowing that walking away is the best thing to do and yet i can't take the actual action.

I want to keep going but all i got is rejection, rejection and more rejections.

Why am i so persistent? I really find myself annoying.

Unless i meet someone who really loves me, otherwise i am destinied to be stumbled along the way.

I am cursed.