A parcel from Malaysia

Two months ago, i asked my parents to send my favourite stiletto, dress and clothes to me. Finally, the parcel has arrived!

It's indescribable when i get to see my favaourite dress and stiletto again! Feiyong's life is so dull without all these accessories that make me shine.

Well..it's better to show you guys my favourite dress and stiletto.

There you go.

My favourite dress. I am totally in love with myself when i wear this dress.

My stilettos which make me look taller and slimmer

There's more in my wardrobe back home. I wish i would bring them all here.

How can Feiyong live without all of you? You are my best friends!

Feiyong+stiletto+sexy dress=stunning me

Hehe...

Notice

To all blog readers of Gu Gu Fei Yong's London stories. It's just to inform you that there isn't any blog for Monday and Tuesday.

Please keep supporting this blog although it seems to be a bit boring lately :(

I will try to keep this blog as interesting as i can. Just bear with me!

See ya in next blog.

Continue shopping

It's just too much to buy! I continued my shopping for the second day. You must be thinking that i am such a spendthrift huh? Well...just keep the comment for yourself.

London is a great place to shop if you have lot of money! You can buy anything you want from head to toe!

You can be a beauty if you know how to highlight yourself. Certainly, your confidence will be an added bonus. Ladies, it's time to show the world your true colour! Let's go shopping and paint the town red.

You are beautiful no matter what they said because you are living for yourself and not for others.

Shopping vs La Tasca

Needless to say, the next day of paid day is gonna be shopping day.

MK and i went to shop at Oxford Street. We finally got to buy the things we wanted for long time!

How much money did i spend today? Hehe... not much! If comparing to the money i spent on my favourite boutique shop in Malaysia, it's just peanuts if you don't convert it to Ringgit Malaysia.

After a long day, we went to La Tasca to dine.

La Tasca is a Spanish chain restaurant. It's a very romantic restaurant if you plan for a candlelight dinner.

Have a look of the interior design of the restaurant.

The food and drink that we ordered. Please look at the left hand side of the menu.


A classic Spanish wine_i guess hehe

This bloody tape water costs 3.70 pounds! Damn expensive

Beer ordered by MK

Our main course_Tapas Taster with Fish. However, there wasn't any fish in this dish :(

A mediocre dessert_ice cream with sherry

The dishes we ordered are quite yummy. It's just a shame that the portion of the paella is kind of small. Oh...paella is one of my favourite dishes! Next time, i am gonna order a big plate of it!

Finally, the pictures of pretty and lovely Gu Gu Fei Yong.

A lovely and contended day.

I got paid!!!!

A very happy day! I got paid! Oh my god! My first ever paid from a decent job. My feelings were indescribable when i looked at my account! I finally can do my shopping!

In order to reward myself, i am gonna shop this weekend!

Shop shop shop!

Here i come , my favourite shoes, bag and clothes!

Feiyong over these few years

My blog is getting boring. I haven't uploaded any picture ever since my last trip to Bath.

Well...in order to spice up my blog. I am gonna show you my exclusive pictures over these few years. You must be very excited now huh?

To be frank, i am getting gorgeous as times goes by. Hey! Don't throw out! I am telling you the truth!

2004 with straight hair_oh my god i looked so ugly

2005 sraight hair still_looked better

2006 curly hair_looked nicer

2006 different style of curly hair_hmm looked ok

2007 sexy curly hair_I am comptely in love with myself with this new look

2007 sexy curly hair still_in London

2007 sexy curly hair_in London

After seeing my pictures over these few years, what do you reckon? Do i look gorgeous as times goes by? I strongly reckon it!

Do i look better in straight hair or curly hair? I would say curly hair! However, some people reckon that i look better in straight hair! What do you think? Regardless of curly or straight hair, i am still the adorable, lovely, sweet and lovable feiyong. Hehe

I am gonna post the pictures of my beloved family and good friends in the next blog.

It's time to sleep! Ciao!

ps: Your comment about me is most welcome!

A special tribute to Heath Ledger

I was utterly flabbergasted this evening when i read the newspaper. Heath Ledger is dead!! I couldn't remember how many times of 'Oh my god' i repeated. It's just totally beyond my perception.

I am definitely not a big fan of him. I was flabbergasted as it's such a shame to lose a talented actor. He has such a promising career and future. However...Life is that vulnerable, isn't that?

The cause of his death is unknown. It seems that it's drug overdose. No matter what the reasons are, he is gone forever. His passing reminds me of the vulnerability of life.

Life isn't easy. It is full of setbacks and adversity. It really tests your resilience, courage and determination. However, if you have faith in it, nothing is not surmounted.

You will when you believe.

May you rest in peace, Heath Ledger.

Smile

Good day mate!

My day was good. A slow and relaxed start although i begin working at site.

Everything is good if i feel good,
Everything is bad if i feel bad,

I choose the former as I promise myself to smile no matter what happens.

I smile when i am down,
I smile when i am sad,
I smile when i am hurt,

I smile to conceal and pretend,
I smile to disguise and fake,
I smile to deceive and dupe,

Somehow, i only fool my heart and not you.

Reflection

When i look at the mirror, i see the reflection of myself. A reflection of a disillusioned face.

I am disillusioned of what happened lately. I thought my judgement is good but it isn't. The puzzle seems to be solved but there are bits and pieces keep bitting my heart. It's pointless to dig deep into the situation and it remains as a mystery.

The aftermath is overwhelming which is beyond my control. I won't resist the feelings as it's part of me. It's a reflection of an unsettled heart.

It takes time to subside the feelings and i allow myself to reminisce the past. It's the last and only chance that i can ever do that.

It's sweet and lovely and i am glad that it did happen.

Nonsense

Make up + style hair= 3 hours, for a date with myself.

Crazy? It might be.

Who cares?

It's Friday!!!

Friday! Friday! Friday!

It's time to relax and chill out,

It's time to paint the town red,

It's time to spend time with myself,

It's time to ciao,

Bye!

A fatigued me

I am completely fatigued at the moment. I am dozing off now!!!

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Although i am fatigue and weary now. i will still try my best to complete my blog today.

I wanna tell you how contented i am to be Fei Yong. I am blessed with a decent appearance, i am blessed with an angelic voice, i am blessed with a great personality, i am blessed with a warm and kind heart, and i am blessed with you as my family and friends.

I am pleased to be who i am.

Cheers!

Thank you master!

I wanna thank you for three reasons.

1. You solved the puzzle on my mind
2. You taught me how to be fake
3. You showed me how to disguise oneself

Thanks you for giving these lessons to me. I appreciate it from the bottom of my heart.

However, i doubt if i can ever master it as i am not as professional as you.

The most important thing is i am blessed with a sincere heart and you aren't.

Don't pretend!

Don't pretend to be sincere and true if you are in disguise. If you think you can dupe me, then you are wrong! I know who you are, what you want and what your purpose is.

A surprise over a night did not change anything. You are still the same old one that i used to know from the beginning.

It's just a game. A game to compete who will surrender at the end of the day.

Zzzzzzzz..

I am sleepy and weary...so not gonna write a blog tonight!

Basically, nothing special happened! I am still the gorgeous, pretty and lovely Fei Yong today!

If you ask me how do you feel lately? I would say, i am DAMN tired! Waking up early in the morning is such a painful thing especially for such a night owl like me. ><

Tomorrow is another new day! But, it's gonna rain heavily in the morning. So irritating!

It's gonna be a wet and gloomy day!

Gloomy Fei Yong and a gloomy weather!

It's Sunday!

I don't like Sunday as it marks the end of my weekend. It also means that i need to work tomorrow. ><

No worries, Fei Yong will still smile as she doesn't want to become one of the miserable Londoners. I am sure that my bright and charming smile will catch someone's attention. Wahahaha..

I wanna have a great start tomorrow and can't wait to paint the town red in weekend!

Hope you have a lovely and great day too.

Cheers.

I wanna take a bath in Bath

A very tired yet excited morning! As we were heading to Stonehenge and Bath!

Before our departure, we took some pictures on the bus. Let you have a look of tired and weary Fei Yong. Well...i think she still looked good though. Hehe...

Our trip consisted two destinations, ie Stonehenge and Bath.

Stonehenge consists of a series of large rock which were arrange in a circular format known as a henge. It was built around 3000BC. The first stones were brought around 2500 BC from the Preseli Mountains in the southwest of Wales, around 220km from Stonehenge. The stones formed the inner circle and was rearranged to form a horseshoe. The outer circle was completed around 1,500 BC. The stones were very heavy and it weighs up to 50 tons each and it is estimated to require 600 men just to move each othe stone! Well..i know you must be bored now by reading this. A picture is more than enough to feed your curiousity.

We felt soooooo good to be the countryside. The blue blue sky and warm sunshine that are hardly be seen in London really exhilarated us! Well...i couldn't stop myself from posing funny postures and of course, some model posture as well. Wahahaha...

After having enough fun at Stonehenge. We headed to Bath.

Bath was originally a Roman settlement built around some hot springs. The Roman built the famous baths after discovering the therapeutic value of the water.

To be continued...

What an amused night

I was totally impressed by you tonight.

You arrived earlier than me, you were communicative, you were humble, you were funny and you were respectful. It was far beyond my expectation. As quoted what you said earlier, 'an unexpected bonus tonight'.

To be frank, i still haven't cleared some of my doubts but it does not matter anymore. Time will prove if you are sincere or hypocritical.

Your blue eyes mesmerized me and i would like to gaze it one more time...

You know who you are if you are reading this. If not, just leave it as a secret that remained untold.

Late late late!!!

A rushed morning! I was a bit late and hoping that i could catch the train on time. However, things didn't go well as i thought.

When the tube reached Green Park tube station. It stopped for more than the scheduled time. I smelt something unpleasant was gonna happen! Oh i was right!! The tube from Green Park to Waterloo tube station was suspended due to signal failure! I quickly ran out of the tube and sought alternative tube route. However, i was not gonna catch the train on time. I am dead meat! It's only the third day in the new firm and i was late.

Well...there's nothing i could do to remedy the situation as it's something that is beyond my control.

All i can say is, STUPID TUBE LINE!

Attention please!!!

May i all your attention please?

Today is a public holiday, hence, GuGu Fei Yong's blog is close! The blog will resume on Thursday, 10 January 2008.

Sorry for any inconvenience caused!

:) :) :)

Tired Tuesday

A tired morning! This's the consequences of not having enough sleep of 8 hours. I am yawning now!!! Zzzzzz....

My day was good overall. I didn't do much at work rather than familiazing myself with the new system and methodology. I nearly fell asleep in the evening! Oh my god! Please don't tell my boss okie?

To be frank, i am not sure how long i will stay with this firm. I can withdraw anytime within the first month. The thought of quitting this job keep crossing my mind! Perhaps is the strenuous journey everyday. Hmm..let's see how it goes...i hope i can hang in there for at least 6 months before seeking a new job :( Maybe i will love this job after getting my first pay! Money is still irresistible!!!

Goodnight...

Fei Yong miss you...

Good Morning Ewell

A sleepless night.

Waking up in the middle of the night, checking my clock was really annoying! I guess i was just nervous! It usually happens when i am nervous, panicked or excited! Haha...

When the clock ticked to 6am, Fei Yong began her London working life!

Surprisingly, it wasn't raining this morning and i was extremely happy. Oh...i am like a typical Londoners now! The only difference is i smiled! I hope i can keep it up as time goes by.

It was a peaceful morning especially on the way to my office. Beautiful view, beautiful sunlight and a beautiful me....hahahahaha...

A very easy and slow start of the day. I was busy attending induction training and meeting my collegues. Tell you guys an very interesting thing, i am the only female staff (except managers) in my department! Wow!

A good start! Let's see what will happen tomorrow! Goodnight!

The night before a new start

I will start my new job tomorrow. My feelings are kind of complicated, nervous, worried and panicked! I am not sure what lies ahead, but i choose to remain positive and calm.

Don't worry Fei Yong, you will be fine! You always carry yourself so well, and you can do it well! Trust yourself, have faith in it. You are gonna be ok! Buck up!!! Your bright future is waiting for you! Don't weep and smile, as you always say. Just remember...

It will happen when you believe.

What do i want?

Do you know what you want?

Sometimes i seem to know what i want and sometimes i don't. I get confused and lost whenever i think about it.

Hence, i am not gonna think about it now. I will find my way somehow.

Goodnight!

Fei Yong, you will be fine. Just forget about it...

Last day

Today marked the official last day of my stay in the Chinese take away shop. It's definitely not a grand job, but it's truely a place that filled with warmth and kindness.

Terry and Uncle Wong, you guys rock!!!!

Fei Yong will miss you...

What goes around comes around

To all the bastards who ever physically and mentally hurt gals before. You better watch out!

You might be rich and gorgeous. You might be able to attract tonnes of gals with your personal qualities. However, don't ever think you can get away unscathed every single time! You need to responsible for what you have done! What goes around comes around! You reap what you sow. You will deserve what you have done.

To all the gals who were ever physically and mentally abused by her love one! Let me shed tears for you. Be brave and courageous! You will find you own peace of mind, you will definitely see the rainbow in your life once again! Trust me!

To all the bastards who ever think that you can use money to buy something, you are very pathetic! You can never ever buy a sincere heart.

Can love be unconditional?

What is unconditional love?

Knowing that he or she won't look at you no matter how much you have done? Knowing that he or she won't return your love no matter how much you love them? I am not a love believer. For me, love fades as time goes by. Love can not last for eternity as people do change obliviously.

After listening to a friend's story, i might believe the existence of unconditional love. It is not prevalent but it's rare. It's rare, as girls are bitch, guys are bastard! These two combinations will not form positive love. Sorry...if i am mean.

Okie, i don't want to sound that pessimistic in the second day of a brand new year! Hence, just love when you are able to love. It hurts, but i ever smiled. That's enough.

ps: Kash, you are a great guy. You will find what you want eventually. Good luck!

Happy New Year London

It was an exciting night as we were looking forward to the fireworks played at 12am. Wow...my first ever new year in London. We were joined by Gina, our housemate and ,Mario, a friend of mine.

Fei Yong with Gina

Fei Yong with Mario

These are the pictures we took before the fireworks.

The view of London Eye is just so spectacular. I fall in love with it!




Guys, it's time to show you the amazing fireworks 2oo8. I felt in love with London instantly when the fireworks was played. It was soooooooooo breathtaking! It's worth standing there for three hours, exposing myself to the coldness just to see 10 minutes of the fireworks.

Please click the below website for the amazing fireworks that made me overwhelmed.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=31072WGE5Wc&eurl=http://mywhmlife.blogspot.com/

I fell in love with London completely and was soo thankful to be one of the parties who got to witness the spectacular fireworks! Thanks you London.

Happy New Year!

A new year, a new start!

Fei Yong's three wishes in 2008

I hope my family and friends are safe and well

I hope Fei Yong can be tough no matter what happens

I hope Fei Yong can still smile even if she weeps

Last day of 2007

Today marked the last day of 2007.

A peaceful and adventurous year, I would say. It is peaceful as my friends, family and friends were safe and well. It is adventurous as i quit my job and start a new life in a new city. A very bold and gutsy decision.

No matter what lies ahead, i will approach it positively! Just because i am Fei Yong.