You are more bastard than a bastard!

A sunny Monday morning.

As usual, i picked up the morning paper to be read on the tube.

The headline today caught my attention.

It's about an incest happened in Austria.

A father imprisoned her own daughter for 24 years in a dungeon amd fathered seven children.

Refer to http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/world/europe/article3832842.ece for the details

I was completely shocked.

How can a father do this to you own flesh?

You make use of the respect and trust of your daughter to you to commit such an unforgivable and sinful thing just to satisfy your own urge!

You brought endless pain, agony, rage, anguish and torment to the poor daughter and even the children born!!

You can never ever be forgiven.

I curse you!

What goes around, comes around.

You will be punished.

You will be imprisoned to the rest of your life in endless guilt and remorse.

My deepest sympathy to the daughter.

My heart weeps for you.

Still here!

I do not disappear! I am just extremely busy lately.

Busy moving house, busy with works and busy thinking about my future here.

Sigh...it's just too much to do!

In fact, i am heading to Northampton tomorrow for work.

Visiting Paris this weekend.

After coming back from Paris, i need to visit Northampton again, three weeks in a row!

Busy busy busy!

i need to wake up at 4:30am tomorrow for the trip to Northampton. Bloody hell!

I wanna swear, i wanna curse and i wanna shout!

!@#$%^&*()

Stay calm Feiyong!!!

Busy keep you alive!!!

Hang tight!

Moving House

Hello!

It's a breezy and warm Saturday!

I am moving house today. There are loads of things to be done.

I will be back after settling down in the new place.

A special blog will be dedicated to my old place that make me annoyed, irritated and sick!

Bear with me.

Ciao!

Nuisance

I have an urge to fly back to Malaysia right now.

I miss my family and my friends right at this rainy and gloomy afternoon.

Things are flowing smoothly.

I can't complain as i am damn blessed to possess whatever i have in my life.

It's never easy to march this far and i am glad I MAKE IT!

It's just now i am homesick, it's just later i realise the reason that i composed this bloody blog is because i wanna sing K (karaoke) that much!!

The end.

My Germany trip_Part 5

Third day in Germany.

We made our way to Moselle Valley.

Our first destination is Cochem's castle.

The castle is more than 800 years old and the view is really breathtaking!

It was bloody cold! My hands were so numb and painful.

Inside the castle.

Moselle Valley

Outside the castle.

After the castle visit, we were hunting for food. Hungry!

We managed to dine in a local restaurant hoping to taste the pork knuckle again. However, the restaurant does not have this dish!! So disappointed!!

Ahmed and Chantara

MK and me

Ahmed, Chantara, MK and me

The German food that we ordered.

Pork fillet with wedges

Apple strudel again!!

The food was delicious. However, i still miss the pork knuckel!! We even showed the pork knuckel in my digital camera to the waitress as we can not speak German! So annoying!! To our disappoinment, there is no pork knuckle!!! Oh.....

We continued our jouney to a park in Moselle. I love this place dearly.

To be continued...

Collide

I love this song lately. A song by Howie Day. It's an old song. However, it just moves me.

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through

You're barely waking

And I'm tangled up in you

Yeah

I'm open

you're closed

Where I follow, you'll go

I worry I won't see your face

Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme

Out of the doubt that fills my mind

I somehow find

You and I collide
I'm quiet you know

You make a frist impression

I've found I'm scared to know

I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes

Even the stars refuse to shine

Out of the back you fall in time

I somehow find

You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes

Even the wrong words seem to ryhme

Out of the doubt that fills your mind

You finally find

You and I collide

You finally find

You and I collide

You finally find

You and I collide

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Hey hey hey!

Hello!! Sorry for not updating my blog recently. I was busy looking for a new place to stay as we are moving out next Saturday!

God blessed! We found it!! It's a lovely flat with plenty of space!!

I felt so relieved as this has been causing a stir to me lately.

I can't wait to move to new place as it signifies a new life. Hehe...I know it's a bit exaggerated. If you know the condition of the place that i am staying now. You would know! I think i should take some pictures to show you guys!

Right on, i am still working hard on the Germany trip_Part 5, just too many pictures need to be uploaded! ><

It's time to sleep.

See ya later!

Your smile made my day

A placid everyday scene.

Incommodious underground and emotionless commuters.

It seemed so mundane.

However, your appearance and naive smile warmed my heart especially when i am so uptight with stress mounting up as time goes by.

Thanks to the little girl that i met on the tube.

Your smile certainly melted my icy heart.

It dawned on me, i am still warm in the inner.

Mess

My mind goes blank and i just want to shut myself off.

I wanna hide in my cave and never come out.

Tired, weary and fatigued.

I am doubting..

Annoying, but i cant help it.

Set me free.

My Germany trip_Part 4

Rudesheim, a very lovely town with loads of restaurants and cute shops.

After strolling the street for a while, we visited a local wine house that produce and sell the wine. We got a chance to try different types of wine!

Inside the winehouse

Wow! So many different types of wine

MK and me tasted the pretzel. Yeah, pretzels were served during the visit. However, i don't like the taste! It's very salty!

After the wine house visit, we went to a local Germany restaurant. I finally got to try the renowned pork knuckle!!!

CJ, Chantara, Karen, MK and me in the Germany restaurant


The renowned pork knuckle! I felt like heaven when i ate the first bite! The degree of deliciousness is indesribable!!!!! German pork rocks!!!

Mashed potato and sausage! Yummy!!!!

Dessert was apple strudel. I felt so guilty as it's i couldn't resist it!

That's our day 2 in Germany.

Part 5 is yet to come! Stay with me...

SOS

My heart is full when i am writing this blog.

Tiredness, fatigue and poignancy creep into my inner heart.

I need to find a solace to dispel the darkness that engulf my spirit.

I am drowning. I can not breathe.

Who can rescue me from this?

Help...

My Germany trip_Part 3

A very good morning to Boppard-Germany.

We begun our Germany trip by visiting Boppard.

Boppard is located in Rhineland, south west of Germany. It is a beautiful and peaceful place with the view of castles and valley.

Let me show your few pictures of the town centre of Boppard.

The town was very quiet as we arrived there around 9am. Most of the shops were still closed.

There was nothing much we could do other than strolling down the street. It was cloudy and drizzling and the temperature was definitely lower than in London. You can imagine how cold it is. Mamamia...

After strolling for about an hour, we boarded the boat for our river cruise touring around Rhineland.

On the cruise.

The interior of the cruise

A view of Boppard river side from the cruise

My mates

Castle on the hill

The view of Rhineland from the cruise

The river cruise tour took about 45 minutes. After that, we headed to Rudesheim-a town nearby.

To be continued...hehe

Snow

It's never easy to be a blogger. You have to update your blog as frequently as you can and you have to be creative in designing the blog just to keep your readers. I think i barely fulfill the first requirement, but the second one...hehe...As you know, i am a technology idiot and still scratching my head to make the presentation of my blog catchy. Give me some time!

Okie...let's take a break from my Germany trip. I have so many pictures that i need to upload and it's such a daunting task!! Okie, okie, you guys are grumbling now! I know...just give poor Feiyong a little bit time, just a little bit ok? *_*

So, what am i gonna write today? Snow!! Yes, it was snowing in London this morning!!! My first ever experience of snow in London! It's just so incredible!!!

Well...we didn't expect it would snow although we checked the weather forecast earlier. Since we had been duped by the weather forecast several times before.

We slept like a log this morning until MK realised it's snowing! We quickly grabbed our camera and ran outside.

It's snowing!!!!

It's just snowy everywhere

MK and me playing with snow!!! It's damn cold!!!!


Tree covered with snow flake, beautiful isn't that?

Okie...don't expect me to look pretty in the early morning! Hopefully, i didn't scare your guys with my pale look. Well..it isn't that bad right?

Ah...my sport shoes is sooo dirty!!!

Snowman made by Chantara and CJ

Feiyong with snowman

We yelled, shouted, played and ran in the snow. It's just sooo fun although the coldness numbed my hands. Our poor neighbour must be very pissed off with our noise as it was still early in the morning, say 8:3oam.

After staying in the snow for an hour, i went back to sleep.

By the time i woke up at 12:30pm. the snow stopped. Most of the snow flake melted as if it never snowed before!

It seems like a dream, but it's not a dream. It is vividly refreshed in my mind and i truely know that it did happen.

If you are fatigued, take a rest. Don't give up that easily as you might lose the most precious and valuable thing in your life.

"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."~ Source is unknown

My Germany trip_Part 2

Okie...i am back!

Before proceeding to second part, let me introduce you my mates.

They are CJ, MK, Karen and Chantara.

Chantara, Karen, MK and me at Dover port

Karen, MK, CJ and me at Dover port

After disembarking Calais port, we continued our journey via France to Germany. It's a long journey and i slept most of the time on the coach. Let me tell you a secret, i drooled on the coach! Ah!!!!

We reach Hotel Rheintal at around 6:45pm.

Chantara and me posing outside the hotel

Wow! Dinner time. Surprisingly, the hotel didn't serve any German food. Oh......

Vegetable soup

Fish fillet

Chips and peas

Dessert-Waffles! Yummy!

How can we miss German beer since we are here?

This taste of this beer is sooooooo good!

The hotel provides free drinks from 7:30pm to 10:30pm. As you can imagine how much we had drunken.

Few random pictures to show you.

Ben, Ahmed, Chantara and CJ. Ben and Ahmed are friends we met during this trip

Chicky MK and me! Whose hand is that?

A funny and happy night!

To be continued...

To Feiyong:

You are tough and strong. Don't ever doubt yourself . Give yourself sometime, you can definitely do well.

It's not the end of the world!