Tuesday 22 December 2009

For better or worst?

Commitment is a promise to do something. It is also a willingness to devote your energy and time to engage in an activity.

When you showed me your willingness to commit to this relationship, my surprise was indescribable. You were serious when you said it. You never say something that you can't deliver. Nonetheless, the doubt and insecurity are still creeping into my mind. The countless arguments and fights happened in the past are still haunting me. It is way too overwhelming to put an equation with our relationship with commitment. I never have the confidence to look at the bright side. If i have foreseen the worst, the disappointment and sadness will not be too overwhelming if things go sour. Yeah, i am a coward as i never think i can beat the odds when it comes to love.

I am not sure the rationale behind you of making this commitment. If you think things will be as wonderful and lovely as to the 48 hours that we spent, you definitely underestimate the difficulties ahead. We could never solve the differences while we were psyhically together, not to mention with the distance now.

We can only weather the storm if love between us is enough and strong. Sadly, this fundamental element seems to be missing.

Is this commitment for better or worst?

1 comment:

Hayes Resident said...

Commitment is doing the thing you said you'd do, long after the mood you said it in has left you.