A final attempt

I don't want to give up just like that.

I wanna clarify.

I wanna know if you mean it.

I wanna tell you how i feel.

I wanna know if you still care.

I wanna try one more time...

End

I never expect this to happen soon. I thought we still can reconcile and mend the relationship. I was wrong. When you decide to end this, my heartache is indescribable. I couldn't stop the tears from dripping, it's the pieces of my broken heart.

How i wish i would hold your hand and teach you to love and care. How i wish my mischievousness would make you grin again. It's not gonna happen now...

The memories that we shared will never be forgotten.

It's a beautiful collision that ever warmed and solaced my heart.

It makes me believe i still have the strength to love someone, to love someone like you...

251008

A year older and wiser. I wanna make three wishes.

I hope my family and friends are safe and healthy.

I hope i can find my way again.

I hope love will find me again.

A birthday without my family. However, it was still good with some cool friends and you celebrated for me.

My birthday will be perfect, if you have put more efforts.

I wouldn't ask for more. I just want you to spend more remaining time with me. Am i asking for too much?

You always say no, i am not asking for too much. Nonetheless, my requests are rejected again and again. Am i caring too much or you are caring too little?

I don't want to broach anymore as it's enough. More than enough!

To distance myself from this seems to be the best solution.

Things will be difference when you come back from the trip.

Goodbye...

My disillusion and disappointment are indescribable at the moment.

This is gonna be the last straw that breaks the camel back.

Things do not seem to work out.

It's time to move on...

Goodbye...