Thursday 18 September 2008

It's time to go...

Eyes are brimming with tears.

What am i doing here? Why am i leaving my beloved family and friends to this bloody place that is full of coldness, selfishness and loliness?

There's no dream here.

My dreams are completely shattered and devastated long time ago.

It's time to go home.

It's time to see those who are genuinely, unconditionally and truthfully cares about me.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

ooh dear... come home then! all that loves u are here for u! although i wont be here... but my love is with u everywhere... better yet.. come to Taiwan with me !!! we will have a blast there!!!


Love,
Tania

the animagus padfoot said...

Hey ho, you don't know me, and I don't know you. But we're doing quite the same thing, being a Working Holidaymaker and all that. And I know how you feel--about missing home and how selfish this place is. No doubt I have found some "friends" to say the least, but it's nothing compared to my friends back home in Malaysia. All I can say is, hang in there. Go home if you have to (I wish I could but it wouldn't be fair to me best mate who is here with me with the same programme ha-ha), if it would really make you happy, mate, go home. Anyways, take care. I hope you feel better ;)

Sharon

^ Gu Gu Fei Yong^ said...

Tania, don't worry i am fine! It's just a way of vexing my frustration and upsetness.

It's definitely not the time to go home yet as i still have a pretty strong will to carry on!

Thanks for that!!! Love ya very much!

^ Gu Gu Fei Yong^ said...

Sharon, thanks for the advise. It's pretty heartwarming!

London is not everyone cup of tea. The weather, people and etc can really turn you off. However, it's not the time for me to go back yet :)

Hardship and setbacks mould my strength and determination. It's a journey that i choose. Even if i fall apart, my family and friends will always there.

Cheers!

We are friends now...Lol